Competition

Competition is something i have never really believed in, but it seems as if you have to compete for everything in life. I'm not the competitive type, but it forces you to feel this way when you feel left out, like you're just not quite good enough as someone else. and of course i've heard the speech, "who you are is good enough, you're an amazing person..." about a million times. but it gets hard to believe when you're hurt. i guess the most recent time i felt like this was graduation. I found out several people who I consider very close went to other graduation parties, but didn't come to mine. This hit on the day after and I got really upset about it. Then i watched as people just became buddy/buddy and follow each other around, hardly talking to me. Thank you to those who did show friday night, whether it was because you were just making the rounds or you really cared. You helped make a night I'll never forget. This fall things are going to change. And even tho some changes might be difficult, I think most will be for the better. It's time for a change, right? Well i'm making this short today, just somewhat of how i've been feeling for the past couple of days. Its my dad's birthday today and we went out at 6 AM to ihop when he got off work. Then i came home, fell back asleep and slept completely through church, whooops. didn't mean to do that. but now its lunch time, and i'm pretty hungry.


I can't wait to go to camp.
It's like a whole different world.
Goodbye Hendersonville drama, Hello CAMP JACKSON!
=)