New Title, New Look and Feel.

Sorry i haven't written in a while. I've been surprisingly busy, busy, busy. anyhow. i decided to go and get a layout and change all the stuff around in my blog. *notice the HSYM Blogs section* it's getting late so i'll do a quick wrap up of what's going on in my life. last night was church, which might i add felt quite odd without jo there.. felt like i was missing a whole nother part of me. but it was the 10th anniversary of HSYM. Happy Birthday HSYM! it's crazy to think that its already been what... 6 years? since I joined the youth group. man, how time flies. Chris Andrews gave a heartwarming speech, then Pastor Rick delivered an awesome message on World Changers, and then we wrapped it all up with cake! After church, we headed to taco bell for some food. I guess it would've been better if me and emily were cool, because the whole time i'm around her now it's like this wall has been put up and i'm, i guess you could say.. scared?, to talk to her. Speaking of that situation, I just can't seem to find the right words. I mean, I don't want to lose her as a friend. Even if we aren't close enough to have the "best friend" title, I'd hate to graduate and go thru prom and stuff not being friends. She was pretty much my only girl friend i had left besides family. So, every day I sit in kilby's class trying to think of the right words to say, and so far.. nothing. I'm not so good at confrontation, or apologizing in person, but hopefully one day I can suck up my fear to possibly save a friendship. enough about that for tonight, so work. man, work has gotten so stressful lately. this one child, *for whom's protection i shall not repeat his name* is driving me, and the other teachers CRAZY. like, honestly, i didn't know how bad kids could be until I worked in a daycare. It's just taught me i want to wait a LONG time before i have any little rugrats of my own. but never the less i love kids just the same. its just something about hearing the funny things they say, or seeing the random things they do that brings joy to my life. the best feeling is when they run up to you and say, "i love you ms. amandi." (cause for some reason four year olds can't pronouce Mandi. lol) and give you a giant hug when theyre about to leave. kids man... its true.. they do say the darndest things. =)

its late. i need some sleep. we're going to see Forgetting Sarah Marshall tomorrow if jo doesn't work a double, so i'll try to post a review tomorrow night. until then...


peace out.

and Pastor Rick, Yes. Waffle House was amazing like always. =)

[p.s... did we not have the most beautiful day ever today? If you can't think of another reason to give God praise.. which I can't imagine.. atleast thank God for giving us such a gorgeous day!!]